gimme a break

pesanan penaja: sila jgn termuntah ye.kihkih.

oh best2..akhirnye dapat pakai balik baju2ni.btw..ini gamba i nak tunjuk shawl yg i bought online kat chicshawl.blogspot.hehe.

love it!..

sbb cun n senang pakai n xyah susah2 gi cari kt kedai.order n paid online.habis citer.

harini ada tok teh's besday celebration.so i nak siap2kan apa yg patut.sofea dah siap sume dah.ok good.now siapkan diri sendri plak.haihh..sometimes i reeaally bad at multitasking.huhu.

yg klakanye..blogging tetap sempat.hoho.apekah.

tata.

jalan-jalan

hmm.

on last thursday kami bawa sofea jalan2 sunway pyramid ngan stroller die.hehe.
sekarang ni dia dah tak meragam bila letak dalam infant car seat.siap boleh tertidur lagi.so lega sket bila memikirkan saat2 i nak hantar dia pergi nursery ke ape ke kan.

actually pagi tu i pergi skola ade hal nak kena settle sket.i keluar pun pakai bj kurung.hehe.after that baru gi sunway.my bro ni haa janji nak jumpe membe2 kt situ.

mula2 sampai je sofea da nangis.so i fed him kat dlm mall tu jugak.hehe.sebaik ade byk tempat duduk.

then dia diam jela dok dlm stroller.mata bulat je pandang sekeliling.then kitorang trus gi nando's.
lapaq!

kat situ sofea tertidur.sempatla makan2.tak lama tu dia jage sambil merengek-rengek.kenala dukung2 sket kan.in a nutshell, mmg penat!haha.padahal bukan gi mana pun.i changed her diaper twice sbb malam baru kitorang balik.

tp i like baby room kt sunway.nice!

balik2 mmg i exhausted abes la.hehe.now setiap kali keluar rumah memang sesuatu yg challenging for us.

okla xde ape nak tulis da.nak panjang-panjang pun sofea dalam buai ni sek bunyi2 je.tidur tak nyenyak.i xprefer masuk buai actually unless kalo dia asyik merengek je bila i letak kat tilam.kalau dukung lama sgt lenguh tangan ni haa.hihi.dlm sehari adela sekali dua dia tidur berbuai.sometimes not at all.

ni ade a few pics taken at the mall..;)

the small room is the nursing room..;)

Allah Allah Allah Ya Allah

hmm figured out that zikir Allah Ya Allah tu menenangkan baby sofea.hehe.

tadi bila dia merengek i held her in my arms and bacala zikir tu.

she just staring at me peacefully.sometimes she's making a sound as if she's reciting the word Allah too..;).she's also smiling and laughing occasionally.

and finally, she fell asleep.

so dapatla mommy nye berblogging pula.hikhik.

haihh malas la nak masak lunch ni.fahmi plak malas nak gi kedai beli bahan mentah.dia kata harini tak kesah makan telur goreng ngan kicap je.
so i think itu sajala lauk lunch kitorang.haha.mylocx keje harini.takpe, boleh makan roti n susu n epal kalau rasa lapar lagi.
dinner nanti tengoklah.kalau rajin i buat sup.kalau tak, order la apa2 kat mylocx.huhu.

hmm i teringin sgt nak gi jalan2 outing n dating as spontaneous as usual.tapi things will never be the same again sekarang ni sebab dah kena planning kalau nak gi jalan.yela dah ada baby kan.n bila outing plak kena banyak2 bersabar kalau2 si kecil meragam ke apa kan.

sofea xtaula dia suka ke tak gi jalan2 ni.haha.dahla nanti nak gi attend wedding membe yg jauh2 kat negeri lain.and we definitely have to be physically and mentally prepared for that.haha.

ah lapaq.

tata.i need foods right now.

home!

i'm home.

at last.hehe..but this time sofea joins us.

my youngest brother accompanied me for a week.he's staying here at my house.my mom couldn't make it as she got other things to do at home.maybe she'll be joining us later.maklumlah cuti sekolah kan.

fuuhhh!!it's never been easy being a mother.esp when i have to do everything on my own and without the helping hand of my mother.huhu.ummi i need u badly!...haha.baru sehari dua uruskan anak sendiri dah nak panggil mak.sebenarnya i homesick ni.yelakan dah lama dok umah n kena layan macam zaman before kawin dulu.but despite everything, i'm really grateful and glad to be with my beloved locx again.masa kat sg.besar dulu..i missed him terribly.sebaik tak meroyan.kahkah.ni dah balik kl rindukan parents n kampung plak.haihh..i think it's normal la kan.life's like that.

hmm..thankfully ada jugakla my helper ni ha..my brother la.boleh la mintak tolong sket2.

and even penat jaga baby, bila pandang muka dia yg suci dan innocent tu rasa tenang and bahagia je.

harap2 cepat jumpa orang yg boleh look after sofea when i go to work.
skang misi mencari.
adalah a few options.
tapi kena cari lagi.harap2 by next week dah dapat la.n harap2 by next week sofea dah pandai bottlefeed.i ni esok baru nak start guna electric breastpump tu.

n macam ada banyak lagi to do lists ni.the lists go on and on.
oh cepatla settle everything.

ohh the biggest loser asia dah start.nak tengok.

tata.

tahnik

On last thursday(26th oct), my family ada buat majlis tahnik n jamuan kesyukuran untuk sofea.

Alhamdulillah everything went smoothly. Jamuan started at 5-7p.m.
Malam pula diadakan majlis tahnik n tahlil n makan2 utk tetamu yang hadir.(khas utk orang lelaki shj)

i felt so relief sebab sofea memang diam je sepanjang majlis. takde la nak meragam ke apa.
waktu petang bila org nak jenguk dia..dia tidur in her cradle.memang tidur nyenyak abes la.banyak orang geram tengok pipi sofea dan kemontelannya.banyak juga org ingat sofea mmg lahir2 pun montel n semangat.padahal kurus je.hehe.just feeding on breast milk.(tapi mommy nya kena makan banyakla..;p).alhamdulillah la sofea sihat.

waktu malam pula..bila daddy dah ready nak bawa dia untuk ditahnikkan dia diam je in her daddy's arm sambil terkebil-kebil n tersenyum-senyum sorang2.hehe.pandai anak mommy ni. mudah-mudahan majlis ni mendapat keberkatan Allah S.W.T.

tapi..

esoknya..she threw a tantrum pulak dah.asal letak je merengek tak lama pastu.hehe.tapi takpela baby memang la macam tu.

hmm sofea dapat banyak angpau.kihkih.nanti daddy n mommy bukakan akaun sofea kay..;)

tiba2 terfikir canela nak start a new life kat kl nanti. yela kan..dah ade insan ketiga sekarang ni.hopefully we can be a good parent for her.

okla.later.

salam aidiladha.

yeye!

yeye!

dah abis confinement.so adela kelonggaran sket bab2 makan ni.haha.tapi apepun tetap kena maintain sokmo.kalau tidak, jangan nak salahkan orang lain bila badan dah sakit2, tak bermaya n out of shape kan.

sofea sekarang dah pandai senyum2 and gelak sorang2.hehe.juga sudah pandai melalak kuat2. And i think the thing she enjoyed the most is bathing. i rasa la. sebab dia akan diam je and look so peaceful.kihkih. lepas mandi and grooming bagai, dia baringla diam2 sambil berangan sendiri.adalah dalam 30-45 minutes lepas tu baru dia merengek-rengek. Merengek-rengek tu sama ada lapar, nak kena dukung atauupun saja-saja merengek.haha. if she's sleepy she dozes off easily lepas mandi.

hmm oh ye. hari khamis malam jumaat ni my family ada buat kenduri kesyukuran sket. jiran2 pun bolehla nak datang tengok sofea.kawan2 pun kalau ada yg boleh datang sg.besar dijemput hadir.hehe.

now i have to start thinking about birth control.hehe.i opt for natural family planning like fertility awareness.itu pun kalau menstrual cycle i tetap la.barulah boleh predict bila ovulation occurs.hmm nantilah pk balik.haha.nak solat maghrib ni sementara sofea tidur.

tata.

with love

alhamdulillah..

today is our 1st anniversary.
sedar tak sedar dah setahun kami melayari bahtera rumah tangga bersama.
mudah-mudahan hubungan kami akan kekal hingga akhir hayat.

to my beloved husband.
i'm truly blessed for having you by my side.

and this is specially dedicated to you.

Every morning I wake up and see,
The most handsome man lying next to me.
He's the one I cherish and love,
A blessing sent from Heaven above.
I will love him as a faithful wife should,
And do everything for him I could.
I would let him know everyday,
That I love him more than words can say.
For the daughter we have together,
And the love for God in each other.
It will keep our love for each other strong,
And may Allah will guide us away from all wrong.


and i'm totally grateful coz
we have the most precious gift for our anniversary..

bidadari kecil, Farah Sofea.